Copyright©1998 Stacey _____

"I want you to die"

I want you to die

so someone will love me

I admit to myself

you're the only one who cares

Forgive me for seeking out

mercy from others while you

live out your fears

facing mercy down in hell

You enter the coldness

and I'm greeted by angels

as you sink into death

I'm welcomed by a warm

depression

Why can't you heal my wounds?

I already have too many scares

I need some comforting

Before I cry myself to death

If you weren't here they'd

soften my steps with rosepedals

I'm tired of slipping on a

spit covered path

I walked by a man smoking a

cigar expecting him to

blow smoke at me

but he coughed instead

I know it's your goal

to impress other people

by raping their minds with

your silent thoughts

Why can't you

heal my wounds?

I already have

too many scars

I need some comforting

before I cry my

self to death.

I AM ONLY SEARCHING for a route from this pain.

I don't mean any harm, when I say I want you dead.

I am only searching for a route from this pain.

I don't mean any harm when I say I want you dead

I enter the coldness and I'm envied by angels

of my distant past who'll never unwind

I have a fear they will unleash upon

me a millions miles of distant cries

Why can't you heal my wounds?

I already have too many scars

I need some comforting

before I cry myself to death

I am only searching for a route from this pain

I don't mean any harm when I say I want you dead

I am only searching... searching... searching...

Copyright©Stacey ______1998 "I want you to Die"

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